I lost the feeling

 

I lost the feeling

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The words seem to fall, As they lost their meaning
My dying-broken soul, Has finally  lost the feeling
Death has sent it’s call, Cause this way has no healing

I crave to feel the pain, But life chose the end
Thought that i’m insane, I should never been sent
My life is goin in vain, I’m the one not to blend

Once i was bleeding, But now..no more
Cause i lost the feeling, And nothing to wait for
As the words were buried beneath the surface of my eyes
The world will never know the reason of my silence

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©UninvitedSoul

PS: It needs some editing, so maybe I’ll give it another shot later.

A desire fulfilled with fear

Lately I’ve been having a writer’s block so i tried some tips my friends recommended.
And finally came up with something!
I hope you like it. It’s more like thoughts than a poem.

A desire fulfilled with fear
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And here i am
Asking myself…
How the hell did i get in here
So many voices crashing through my ears
Except yours!
The one I’m looking for
The one.. I never got to hear
But i know for sure
You’re screaming out my name
Through the dead light of night
You’re drawing my eyes with tears
Along with cries of sorrow and joy
And it just tears my heart apart
Cause soon your cries will be gone
And hope of night will fly by the sun
Leaving me here..
With voices i don’t want to hear
And a question with no answer
A desire fulfilled with fear..
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©UninvitedSoul

When your shadow met the light

So i was watching a documentary called “The bridge” Its about people who committed suicide by jumping off the Golden Gate bridge -With real footage- So it moved me real hard esp that guy called Gene -The one in the cover pic of the poem- His friends were talking about his life, i felt like they were talking about me not him so this poem came in my mind. Hope you like it.

When your shadow met the light

"When your shadow met the light"

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When your shadow met the light
Under the gloomy bridge’s sight
Your last second of that night
Brought me back to life..

The life that they never knew
The unnoticed bridge’s rainbow
With it’s crying colors shine
You had to cross that line

Under that place they live in
One step down was your heaven
But No! they’ll never understand
That was your one last stand

For you never seem to care
Like you lost your living flare
But i see through your silence
For you life never been fair

So you chose to remain quite
To hide.. Your pain inside
Locked up and threw the key
Into the golden gate sea
Until the time is right
To free..
All the cries in your memory

I watched all in my sleep
All the agony you concealed
Though we never got to meet
I figured out your soul
And you never knew me at all

Lay cold and deep, down my dear
Nothing to fear, i hear you call
I threw my key way back before
So wait for me, my end is near

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©UninvitedSoul

PS: -In the second stanza i meant by “The unnoticed bridge’s rainbow” This pic

His rainbow was under the bridge.

- In the 4th stanza “Until the time is right
To free..
All the cries in your memory
I meant that when the time is right to leave this world, he’ll jump into the sea to get his key so he can release all the pain inside -Obviously by his death-

The rest is easy to figure, i guess!

That day

That Day…

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Your screams pulled me out of sleep
That day..
I opened my eyes to whispers “Time to leave”
Something that i couldn’t believe
Thought finally life chose my side
Never cared of what it might hide

Cause all i saw was your sparkle
Lighting through darkness
Swallowing my loneliness
Entering my sacred cave
Unleashes a spring-time wave
Smell of a red burning candle
Something that i couldn’t handle

And now.. Again.. My destiny failed
It took you high and my heart wailed
You ripped it out and flew away
Left me here out of words to say
To your empty side i weep and lay
Cursing the day…
I saw you passing by
You were my first n’ last hope
And it’s hard to say goodbye

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©UninvitedSoul

Bleeding

Bleeding..

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Scattered.. Splattered
Yet still beating
Yet still bleeding
I’m bleeding.. With every pulse
Represents a memory..
..My Misery

I’m calling.. yelling
For my own death
To drink from it’s chalice
And feel.. The last drops on my lips
..Sweet bitterness

I’m calling..But i get
No echoes in return
Nothing to down the burn
My mind..keeps on breaking
And i just stared..waiting..
Bleeding..
I’ll always be bleeding
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©UninvitedSoul

Saved by scars

It’s not my best but yeah..hope you like it.

Saved By Scars 

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Every morning i wake waiting for it’s end
To crawl inside and close the door…..
Shrink myself to a corner and weep…
Spilling loads of day’s remains…..
Every look at my scars……
Every laugh that never stops…
Ripping my heart to parts…
And you never seem to care…..
If not for you .. they wouldn’t be there
Your malicious whispers consumed me
Swamped the cracks through my way
Dragged the sky six feet under
Thrashed my body with it’s thunder
Now .. Am i to blame??
For scars that reflect my pain….
Not to leave this world undone
For scars .. that hold me to another sun

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©UninvitedSoul  

Beyond the unknown

So it’s not like the usual type i write, kinda short but it meant to be.

It’s about how people don’t care if there’s something wrong about you, or just they couldn’t care less to figure out that you are not fine.

 Beyond the unknown

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Listen to the unspoken..
Look through the unseen
Deepen into my soul ….
What’s beyond the unknown
Find the reasons for ….
The drown of my dream
Behind my room’s door
Sullen is the scene

Enter!…Will you dare?
To define..What’s behind
That pretty smile of mine
Or shall i remind…
You’re another deaf and blind

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©UninvitedSoul 

In Silence.. I Drown

A depressive black metal song? Maybe..

In Silence.. I Drown

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Stepping back inside
I speak but I’m not hearing my words
World of silence has arrived to serve
My cutted …….broken ……. self
For i have been waiting in pain alone
Widening my scars with a sharpened throne
Remains of my unfinished past
Still haunting today and tomorrow
My sorrow seems to be endless
Illness controls my emotions
Other solution isn’t there
So i stand and stare………………..
To goodbye this filthy unfair world
Cause silence has arrived to erase
Marks of chains around my body
Wasted years behind the curtains
Suffering your eternal happiness
Killing my smile with yours
For it never was found
I shall be drowned ..
In silence .. i drown …
In Silence .. i drown …
In .. Silence .. I .. DROWN!

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©UninvitedSoul

Rebellion Troops

(Lyrics)

One of my fav writings, it’s kinda like (Slayer Style)

Hope u like it…

Rebellion Troops

Made by me. 

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Killing addiction
Set off to murder
Minds infection
A Sadism disorder

Hatred injection
Straight to head
Evil selection
Start the fight

They cage you in a castle where no way to light
They make you thirsty and give you cyanide
Making you suffer with notes of a death threnody
Your mind keeps boiling with every single melody

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Destroy .. destroy
A genocide is what you are seeking for
Destroy .. destroy
Feed the massacre with bloodstains and gore
Destroy .. destroy
For deliverance shall make them all bleed
Destroy .. destroy
The rebellion troops shall be unleashed
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Scream and yell
Begging for break
No way in hell
Nothing you’d take

Once you get in your heart shall remain in agony
The life you had will be some ashes in your memory
You can not imagine how i enjoy
I have been living with a lust to destroy

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©UninvitedSoul

Sorry to myself

A little piece i wrote, not my best but yeah .. why not!

Sorry to myself

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By the end of the day
I cost you pain
Agony .. down the way
Misled you .. should’ve let you
let me go ,,,

Guilt .. beneath my skin
Regret .. here i come
The mirage went so clear
I’m better off on my own
Innocence shall grow thorns
and build me a throne
I’m better off alone
Sorry to myself
I’m sorry .. for myself

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©UninvitedSoul